His advice…. let it go. Whatever IT is, just let it go.
Who knew that words so simple, could make sure a profound impact on little old me.
I’ve slowly been clinging to every little bit of my social life that I have left. I thank you all who drop in and read. I thank you all who leave encouraging sweet comments. I thank you all who are in my inner circle and remind me that it’s all worth it.
John Mayer hit it home Saturday night. Let it go. Who cares?!?
It was a magically night of letting go and truly being thankful for everything amidst the constant struggle of the small things. The night was hot. The air was sticky. The atmosphere was weird. John Mayer was epic.
I stared up on the lawn at the sky without a star in sight and took in the sweet aromas and soothing sound of John Mayer’s husky voice without a care.
You make a choice in your life, and it affects you life in all the ways, good and bad. – John Mayer
My choice is to exists. To live in ways that seem impossible.
I want to sing at the top of my lungs without a care in the world. I want to ride my bike down never ending hills with the wind blowing in my face. I want to set up a slip n slide in my backyard and be a kid again with my friends. I want to meet strangers and become partners in crime. I want those ridiculous skype dates with TBF fawning over a new baby girl in our life.
Most of all, I want to be seen for who I am. Not how I wear my hair, the color of my skin, who I voted for, the way I talk, or how I should feel about this or that. WareBear and I have had some serious discussions this weekend that have left me in tears, confused, and just emotionally drained. My world is not made for this and John Mayer reminded me that I just need to let it go.
Forgive me for this random post – I’ve been so busy with school and work that I haven’t had any time to spend with Indigo LaRue (which is a travesty in itself). I also have a lot of blog things in the works, that I am very excited to share with you all in the next few days.
Be patient, because I’m not going anywhere!